Like a flower I wither
Like an autumn leaf without Her
Why?
It's all a game of a weary mind...
Empty trunks for my stolen dreams, I'm
Looking at this world behind a barred mirror
Oh life, give me a shape that I can lose without sorrow,
Give me a name that I can waste for tomorrow
What remains of the early lives?
Just the grey that covers my eyes
And of the dreams where I laid?
Just my own demons
...the empty times...
...a life distorted...
...the falling...
...the everything...
There's a nothing in my heart
It's evolving, expanding
Everyday it says:
"I am you"
It has your voice,
How I hate you, my goddess,
'Cause I witHer without Her
Can't you see... in me?
So try to close your eyes
And seek me as I am
The shine of a freezing sun,
The burning ice under your skin,
The joy I never showed
In all the tears I hid a laugh
So meet me out this place
That I will disappear because...
If the lies of my present are closing the "tomorrow-be" door
Like the echoes from past lives obsess every breath, I am
Where all flowers wither to remember the beauty they lost, and a petal falls
Where in a December tear, dropped under burden of years, it will get drowned
Slowly flow, in this few sap,
That remains in this old tree,
Joys that return when all is lost
Didn't seem that deeper wounds.
If an hard bark seems to shelter me, by the outside,
It's in me that you continue to dig... you dig...
There's a something in my heart
Always running, hiding
With a bit of voice it says:
"Please hear me"
It has my voice
Maybe a shade of myself.
When I wither without me
I don't want to see
I proclaimed my funeral long time ago
It's too sad to live my slow travel
Close to Death I danced on my grave
Unconscious of life that flows around
An empty coffin for my stolen future
I waste my strength against nothing made walls
I'm the vampire of my own soul
I burnt me I burnt you for this wretched un-life
Wither... this is what I am for you...
But you never showed that you wanted to understand
You just denied my smiles
And with you
And with you I forgot