Yes: yes would be the answer - Hole-heartedly and heart-wrenchingly And yes would I move through all this wading And through this loft of emotions To understand how I feel now - This process of rationalism and Intellectualising of thought And remember she said Feelings are facts... okay? And stop writing and Stop making sense of it all; You never know anyway and You never stop using And that word is... Picture yourself walking through this alone; Where it leaves you is an unknown destination - I never really had a sense of direction anyway So ammm what am I saying? I am saying I believe in love and I'm saying I believe in solitude, I'm saying I believe in the newness of self, Of the regeneration of this body and mind - The regeneration of... (I believe in pain, also how cathartic The process is - I believe in sadness And desolation because What comes out is the truth) I've been trying to separate my head And my heart; I'm constantly failing But I'm failing better and what's next And come on show me, and show me, Show me: let me show myself it's more like... With it! - this, This is the visceral part coming out.