If this, then this
If when, why not now?
I can tell that you're afraid
You will try and escape
'Cause you can't forget the taste
It's hard in hard times to ask hard questions and get hard answers
When you could hardly stand
You'll never understand
'Cause it's the hardest when you go farthest and just end up nowhere
It takes everything I can not to drink myself into oblivion
Oblivion
If this, then this
If when, why not now?
I can tell that you're afraid
You will try and escape
'Cause you can't forget the taste
I don't want to give up but it's costing you so much
I always want to stay
But I can't pull my own weight
My life has lost its meaning
I'm lost in the past
I'm just like the tourist
Walking way too fast
If this, then this
If when, why not now?
I can tell that you're afraid
You will try and escape
My life has lost its meaning
I'm lost in the past
I'm just like the tourist
Watching everyone go past
Walking way too fast