My devastation is a revelation
I didn't expect this kind of pain
It's quite a new sensation
Thought I could get through anything
Well I don't feel bitter, twisted, or hurt
But a howl of frustration lurks
And it's threatening to tear me to pieces
Still, but no peace for me
My delusion is a blanket, scratched and worn
Yet still warm
But no warning as it falls around me
I look around me, it surrounds me
Well, even a whisper could kill my resolve
To involve myself in living again
My emergence from delusion
Is an emergency of some urgency
So here I stand still, more, still most still
Waiting for my will to go on
So here I stand, still, more still, most still
I don't even know what went wrong
And now I'm falling falling falling falling
Falling falling down
Now I'm falling falling falling falling
Falling falling down
I find myself still breathing
I find myself brilliant
Such a breathtaking anomaly
To the anatomy of my pain
So here I stand, still, more still, most still
Waiting for my will to go on
So here I stand, still, more still, most still
I don't even know what went wrong
I don't even know what went wrong
I don't even know what went wrong