You broke something inside me And I can't remember what Every touch is like you're stabbing me Scratching myself and my heart I feel so insecure I can't talk All my thoughts are creating new holes Falling into the dark Screaming words that no one will understand Is it my fault or is it yours? Trapped within my own walls I'm done for I wish I was stronger I wish I was different I wish I was better for you Laying in my bed Playing games with my fingers Feeling stuck in your violence I try to resist To love you unconditionally But maybe it's not safe anymore There's something toxic between us And I can't figure out if it's only in my mind Bruises everywhere My face looks so pale I told to my friends I'm ok Falling into the dark Screaming words that no one will understand Is it my fault or is it yours? Trapped within my own walls I'm done for