I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holding on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime Did I look desperate to you Or did it look like I knew what I was doing Well all that is true But as the days get longer I can't remember IfI'm getting worse or getting better At playing this part Now where did it start I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holding on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime Did I run circles around your heart It was a private mission It's an old tradition That I cannot stop 'Cause if I do they'll catch me and they'll never let me Keep my secret weapon hidden in the bedroom At the top of the stairs Man, I hope it's still there I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holding on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is fly I've been saved so many times Just from staring at the sky I'm still staring at the sky And I'll never understand Why I know my way through these woods And though the paths have faded And the trees have shaded Where my heart once stood still I still feel it beating All the years mean nothing I am still believing I can see the touching Of my soul and the sun I close my eyes and I've won I had joy and I was strong And I was good at holding on And I had heart and I had soul And if I wanted to I could even make it snow Anytime Oh where did that little girl go I need to find her I need to find her so I can get through this show Do you know?