Stand up, look down, breath in as you find out Theres a part blood, part machine My old self on the floor asleep And its plugged into the outlet on the wall So there won't be a struggle here at all All in, bend down, step back as you hear a sound Its a wheezing breath that is running out And its causing me to have my doubts If I can't take life that used to be my own Then I'll probably never ever ever go home So I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone And I'll leave a blanket so you aren't cold But I'll probably never ever ever go Never ever ever go home All this time and all this waiting I tried and tried but never faded I filled the room and totally lost it I dug my grave but buried no bodies But buried all my long lost grudges I bent my knees and wiped my smudges And realized letting go is really all thats left to this An elephant never forgets But an elephant it can forgive The life I'm taking is a life I don't wanna live So I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone And I'll grab a blanket so you aren't cold But I'll probably never ever ever go Never ever ever go home