I'm packing the car and then I'm leaving I'm giving myself some time for grieving Gonna take a drive to Tennessee to heal the broken parts of me Gonna try to find out what I want and what I need Shadows tend to grow When I'm all alone Every ringing phone I let it hang like smoke Truth is like a little pill Deep down I know It's hard to swallow Sometimes I'd rather choke If what I want is always out of reach It's cause I let it waste away in me Cut me down and count the rings I haven't forgotten what's behind me A mountain of things that need forgiving But every time I try to turn around I know I'm letting myself down So I'm following the signs that guide me to the next town Shadows tend to grow When I'm all alone Every ringing phone I let it hang like smoke Truth is like a little pill Deep down I know It's hard to swallow Sometimes I'd rather choke If what I want is always out of reach It's cause I let it waste away in me Cut me down and count the rings I'm tired of waiting for a reason (chance to be) I'm ready for something to believe in (a different dream) Cause even in my sleep I feel the change coming No, I can't erase it Yeah, I'm gonna chase it ♪ Shadows tend to grow When I'm all alone Every ringing phone I let it hang like smoke Truth is like a little pill Deep down I know It's hard to swallow Sometimes I'd rather choke If what I want is always out of reach It's cause I let it waste away in me Cut me down and count the rings Cut me down and count the rings Cut me down and count the rings