I'm gonna buy a ticket
I'm gonna leave this place behind
But then again I'll skip it
Already know what I'll find
I've been trying to run away
But I get these panic attacks
I've been trying to run away
But I can't think of what to pack
And if you beg me to come, I guess I'll come
But I'm just gonna hug the wall
And if you stop inviting me altogether
It's not gonna hurt at all
I don't want to be that girl
So I'll just say thanks
I don't want to hurt you
But I don't know my own strength
I've been alone for so long
Nothing feels the same
I'll fix it when I'm sober
I hit the store at midnight
I want to be the only one
I walk home under the moonlight
Thanking god I got it done
I've been trying to run away
But I can't even look at the door
I've been trying to run away
But I can't seem to talk anymore
And if you beg me to come, I guess I'll come
But I'm just gonna hug the wall
And if you stop inviting me altogether
It's not gonna hurt at all
I don't want to be that girl
So I'll just say thanks
I don't want to hurt you
But I don't know my own strength
I've been alone for so long
Nothing feels the same
I'll fix it, I'll fix it, I'll fix it
I'll fix it, I'll fix it, I'll fix it
And it's not gonna hurt at all
I'll fix it
I'll fix it, I'll fix it, I'll fix it
I don't wanna be that girl
I don't want to hurt you
Been alone for so long, nothing feels the same
I'll fix it when I'm sober