I walked up the stairs to the top of the moon
Watching all the stars as they cried for you
You woke up in someone else's dream
Playing for a team that you never wanted to be on
Just another story of a girl searching for glory
In a place where there's none at all
You woke up dying to the eloquence of silence
Caught at the cross of your tears and defiance
Scribbled your lamentations spouting all your fears
A fountain filled with pain that never disappears
You used to bottle demons during lunchtime
Stuck a finger down your throat saying it'll all be fine
Your loves are out of order, but the notes run on
And the melodies everlast will rise and fall
Couldn't get drunk on life
Stumble into darkness for no one to find, to hold
Wouldn't that be nice
I walk up the stairs to the top of the moon
Watching all the stars as they cried for you
For injustice, for the pain
Waiting for the day to disappear, go away for good
I wonder if I'll ever escape
Tell me why they hurt me
Tell me why they tell me that it's all my fault for hurting so much
Is it 'cause I'm not good enough, not Christian enough?
Not doing enough, what does that even mean?
I see you scrawling empty verses in your bios
Skewing what's love just to make your idols
All I have is doubt about a God who really is
And what's the reason for this mess, and why'd he think to do all this?
I guess there's a reason why I'm crying
Because I can't try to do or say anymore
Got the words but they're stuck in my throat
But I shout in my mind trying to let it all out in a song or a tune
No choice but to live the life
Feel the weight on my shoulders, feel the dark in my cry
We'll walk, we'll walk
We'll walk to the moon
We'll walk, we'll walk
We'll walk to the moon
I walk up the stairs to the top of the moon
Watching all the stars as they cried for you
For injustice, for the pain
Waiting for the day, and maybe, and maybe we'll be okay
And maybe, and maybe, we'll be okay
I have to be okay
I have to be okay
I have to
I have to be okay