I can feel all the knots in my neck
Hurting 'cause reality keeps hitting me again, and again, and again
Don't mean to whine but that being said
I'm tired, I'm trying, but I feel so lost
The villains in my story think they're heroes
Apologies, I'll never get, I let go, let go
Trying to be the bigger, better person
But you make me feel so empty like I'm worthless
I see the worst of me and all of you in everything I do
These days, these days
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Bitter, bitter, bitter, bitter taste inside my head
Bitter, bitter, bitter, all these words that I have said to you, to me
In the hopes that maybe I'll feel better again
Feel better again
I'll feel better again, alive to touch
Your happy little doll is here, back for lunch
To be your trashcan, your footstool, whatever you need
'Cause love is so fleeting, I'll do anything
Complicit in the problems I complain about
And the truth is forgiveness is the thing that counts the most
But I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna let go
You're nothing but a lesson that I carry
And it hurts me to know that the only choice is to bury
You're trying to say something, but you don't mean it a bit
Your talk is so cheap, I'd lose my money selling it
I'll forgive you one day, but today's not that day
I need to love myself a little more anyways
I'll wallow in my sorrow, making room to pray
For the day I'll forget, let the darkness run away
The villains in my story think they're heroes
Apologies, I'll never get I let go, let go
Trying to be the bigger, better person
But you make me feel so empty like I'm worthless
I see the worst in me and all of you in everything I do
These days, these days
Bitter, bitter, bitter, bitter taste inside my head
Bitter, bitter, bitter, all these words that I have said to you, to me
In the hopes that maybe I'll feel better again
Feel better again