E-S-A-E
They say everyone's worried about me
Just enough to check in
And make sure that the knives are out of reach
They say that I should hold on
To what?
I don't know, but I'm trying, I don't think it's enough
Everybody hurts sometimes
But I feel like I'm like this all the time
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying my best
To stop these monsters from yelling inside of my head
I'm trying, but nothing stop this from happening
Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me
'Cause I don't think anyone cares if I breathe my very last breath
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Human condition is to feel so abandoned
Hypocrisy, lament, the lack of compassion
But who am I to point fingers?
I'm blind to my sin, an endless reaction
This is a letter from you to me
My pride's death, I wrote the eulogy
My lyrics are nervous (nervous) melodies worthless (worthless)
And I don't know why I do this
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying my best
To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head
I'm trying, but nothing stops this from happening
Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me
'Cause I don't think anyone cares if I breathe my very last breath
Here I go, here I go
And I don't think I can stay
Here I go, here I go
Found my wings to fly away
Here I go
As I step into the air, the air (as I step into the air, the air)
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of me
I'm tired of chasing these dreams I can't see
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I'm tired of finding my way back home
It's me and the moon in the darkness alone
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Everybody hurts sometimes
But I feel like I'm like this all the time
I feel like I'm like this all the time