I had a girl and I wanted to love her But love wasn't a word that I threw around So all of my feelings I kept to myself Knowing my silence was letting her down I'm haunted by that day When a scared young man Pushed her away And I have a steep hill to climb I just hope I can win her back in time Learning to listen I thought that I did I'm facing the truth as hard as it is She may be gone and there's No one to blame My lame excuses can run with the pain I'm haunted by that day When a scared young man pushed her away And I have a small plan in mind I just hope I can win her back in time I guess I will work on just being a better guy So she can see I have matured But until she walks to that door I close my eyes and dream of her more .