My hands tremble when your name comes up Can't keep the coffee in my cup Sometimes It ain't easy to hide When I drive by places that we used to go Can't hardly keep my car on the road But I try To stay between the lines And I can't cry myself to sleep at night 'Cause she'd hear me and want me to tell her why And I don't wanna lie So I close my eyes And I pray That I won't live to live a lie another day Wish my own memory would just leave me alone 'Cause even though I know you're better off gone Then why Am I still losin' my mind? And I can't cry myself to sleep at night 'Cause she'd hear me and want me to tell her why And I don't wanna lie So I close my eyes And I pray That I won't live to live a lie another day No I can't cry myself to sleep at night 'Cause she'd hear me and want me to tell her why And I don't wanna lie And I can't just make it go away So I live to live a lie another day Yeah I live to live a lie another day