Really, I been living in survival mode Really, I'm just doing my best to be intentional And don't say, "Hello, how you doing?", if you don't really care to know 'Cause really, I'll just say I'm good to keep you comfortable But if I tell you the truth Will your heart be big enough to hold it? Let my guard down and let you in Will you believe it, or see it as weakness? 'Cause I got a lot on my mind Tonight, so don't ask me why If you don't really wanna know Really, I been going twice a week to therapy Really, tryna change the way I think about the way I think I hit rock bottom, hit the bottle so much harder It was dark for a minute (But I'm better for it) If I tell you the truth Will your heart be big enough to hold it? Let my guard down and let you in Will you believe it, or see it as weakness? 'Cause I got a lot on my mind Tonight, so don't ask me why If you don't really wanna know Do you really wanna know? I'm so used to telling little lies I'm so used to telling little lies But if I tell you the truth Will your heart be big enough to hold it? Let my guard down and let you in Will you believe it, or see it as weakness? 'Cause I got a lot on my mind Tonight, so don't ask me why If you don't really wanna know Do you really wanna know?