I feel safe when I'm bruised and helpless And I like it when I am crying so hard that I am breathless And not many people get this I guess I'm fucking selfish I get happy when you tell me that you're angry And I get sad when you have nothing to say to me Well, not many people can be In this position that you put me in But my knees are blue and bloody And my bones are weak and tired And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough But I am not strong enough today ♪ I feel best when I'm close to dying You make me feel so sick, and I wish that I was lying And every night I'm crying But I still leave what you're providing You have me right where I always should be You bring me shivers so sharp that it could cut me And if you set me free, I'll beg you just to keep me But my knees are blue and bloody And my bones are weak and tired And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough But I am not strong enough And my knees are blue and bloody And my bones are weak and tired And you just stare and laugh while you set me on fire And I wish that I could kill you, but I love to feel this way And I'll fight back when I'm strong enough But I am not strong enough today