Lately I been thinking
That me thinking been the problem all along
Autopilot I'm not driving I'm just riding staying calm
I been searching for the meaning of it all
Put my best foot forward to step in the name of love
Sometimes feel my circadian rhythm sorta arrhythmic
I know my heart beat different than most
I keep emotions suppressed
I'mma jab stepping through life
Conflict a lot to ingest
When life become a riddle need a Ritalin fix
Attention deficits in details
Hypersensitive subjects in my train of thought
I derail don't ask my destination
Focused on preservation
Inhalation inhibited
Got a habit of holding my tongue
Holding my breath
Engulfing my lungs
Till it's too much to bare
Bury the hatchet and hack in despair
I don't believe in happenstances aware
That all that happens not just up in the air
I'm a summation of my efforts and cares
My preparation trepidation and fears
Lately I been thinking
That me thinking been the problem all along
Autopilot I'm not driving I'm just riding staying calm
I been searching for the meaning of it all
Almost 3 years out from the growth I once preached about
More songs in the vault than inside my catalog
I feel a transition coming I been preparing for it
Scary thing is I don't think I'll ever be ready for what's in store
It's a sentimental feeling tryna cherish the time that I have
I used to be concerned about making it
Now I feel success is innate
And awaiting yields on return of my effort
Effortless I effervesce in my incubation
Intimidated by nothing
My demons cower at my glare alone
I reek of favor in my pheromones
No longer timid
I announce my entry to rooms in baritone
As long as God got me know I'm not alone
I'm back home now
The team been moving in unison
Through whatever test us
They say that death come in threes and the enemy working triple time
Yet somehow we've avoided stretchers
Push the pressure like a triangle offense
We just keeping the ball rolling along
Times been tough but we grew accustomed we moving tougher
If it's 2 for flinching I want 10 for thoughts of being flustered
I won't budge long as long as it's breath I can muster
At a point where this not even for me
This for Will this for Ro this for y'all this for hope
For my aunt
Who I promised a crib in 04
And as young as I was still know my words set in stone
Doubts atoned I'm back in form relentless
This ascension see y'all when the tape is finished David