Why have I fallen in love with the pain I pushed away It's been a long long time since I've felt remotely ok With letting myself be With letting myself breathe Breathe in slowly Let go of pain to which I cling But clinging is freeing in a certain light When you settle yourself to give up Don't fight this feeling that pulls you deeper This weight that drags you farther Into a soft lean away Into a soft lean away From being free Slay this beast with me Slay this beast in me Slay this beast with me Slay this beast in me Slay this beast with me Slay this beast in me Slay this beast with me Slay this beast in me Why have I fallen in love with the pain I pushed away It's been a long long time since I've felt remotely ok With letting myself be With letting myself breathe Breathe in slowly Let go of pain to which I cling