In silence, blindly seeking
Abstinently lurking
Shivering excitement
Touches my anticipating heart
Clenching it, mincing it
Timeless wisdom reaches my lonely crypt
Winds of insanity sweep me away
Anesthetized, relieved, tranquilized
I am daring, I do not fear
Amber pain - runs me through
Every day another cross to my inner graveyard
How many more can I take?
Muffled hammering
I knock the hell out of the rusty nails
Amphetamine helps me to carry on the pain
Anesthetized, relieved
Paintings of loss, portrayals of unnecessary freedom
Abstaining from indulgence gives me strength
To go on
Anguish roam within these walls
Rattling old white skulls
Their empty sockets see no fear
Nor do I
Damn be your gods! Damn be your compassion!
I spit in the cursed chasm
As I dare!
Dare to step in. Dare to fall. Without fear
Hollow earth! - take me!
Be free or be dead
Be dead! Be dead
Like a giant tear, the ocean falls towards me
Is it just my eyes, which remain dry?
The ocean loudly weeps
As it bleeds out, crying
But tearless am I
Frustrated hammering
Smash the hell out of the bloody nails
Morphine helps me to carry on
Anesthetized, relieved, tranquilized
Images of nothing, nothing of nothingness
Engulfing darkness drags me under
Blinded, exploded, wiped out
It does not matter anymore
Who is free or who is dead
Candles fell asleep
Lid is nailed
Lid is nailed...