Been having you in my mind But it doesn't really feel the same Without you by my side I just been through so much shit One thing you don't know is the Pain deep within Deep in my mind Knowing every second counts in life It doesn't feel the same every night It got me feeling lost each time It be hitting hard deep in me twice Cause it gets me every fucking time Been stressing off of my mind Figuring out what to even do My past got me lost inside You opened me up to a new life And from then I loved you each time All the good times We had Been missing you so bad The love you gave was real Then I had Changed my life in a snap It was unexpected in a way I ain't even seen it coming Never did I did In this lonely way Wish I'd tell you many things Bout the ways that you changed me And it was real crazy Didn't see it coming Hoping you the special one in my way Through my bad days In this whole thing I just been in my thoughts Since the day you was gone I really miss you so much But it's all good now Gotta find my own way in this lonely rain Feeling lost inside in this fuckin pain Walking on these steps of misery I started feeling hopeless through the way And it wasn't okay Gotta pick myself up Through this day To feel fine in every way In this tough day Many things in my head Which I can't forget All I see is you and me Through the good times Which you held me tight Knowing everything is fine Can't forget about your smile Through my bad times