Every day unfolds
A path different from the last
Trying to grasp the present
With the dead hand of the past
Time races forward
Actions set in stone
Regret begins to permeate through every single bone
I want to self destruct
Spontaneously combust
This life is fucked, I will erupt, If I don't reconstruct
I'm only going deeper
Into this fucking rut
Choking on insanity
And I can't get enough
I'm not sure how I got here
There was no other choice
Doomed from the start
Humanity devoid
Don't give me your shit
You don't fucking care
How can I miss
What was never even there
Deeper deeper
Deeper deeper
Deeper deeper
Two steps forward
And four steps back
I find satisfaction
In what I lack
Two steps forward
And four steps back
I find satisfaction
In what I lack
I'm only going deeper
Into this fucking rut
Choking on insanity
And I can't get enough