Every time I look around
I find it hard to set apart lack of reality
Try so hard to shut it out
Try and try to work it out
Can't ignore what I see
Mind and my soul are shattered
Every thought I think is scattered
Body is what's left of me
Try to look within myself
But I know I need some help
To finally be set free
Mind is going left and right
Can't decide on what is right
The right thing for me
Always told to think like this
Always told to think like that
But it ain't shit to me
Don't know what it means to live
Don't find joy in anything
Overthink everything
So I'm sitting in a corner
Hoping that it passes over
Putting my mind at ease
Couldn't find the answer
Only emptiness
From this mental cancer
I cease to exist
Every time I look around
I find it hard to set apart lack of reality
Try so hard to shut it out
Try and try to work it out
Can't ignore what I see
Mind and my soul are shattered
Every thought I think is scattered
Body is what's left of me
Try to look within myself
But I know I need some help
To finally be set free
Couldn't find the answer
Only emptiness
From this mental cancer
I cease to exist