Running down a road of no return I wanna jump back to the safe side I wanna be where I can live Ive gotta live where I don't die Bloodlights flashing red inside my brain I want to pound away the walls I want a surface without chains It doesn't matter anymore I'd get up if I was able Im just not able anymore Now I'm afraid the dust has settled No one disturbs me anymore I'd get out if I was able Im just not able anymore Blind eyes living too close to the sun There's only one hand on my lifeline I want to be where I can live I've gotta live where I dont die Boiling it's a blur inside my brain I wish they'd take away the heat So I can wipe away my pain