Can't find a better place to rest my head Ignoring all my texts I never premeditate my sins Depressions got a hold on my neck Cann we pretend that it gets better so i don't have to quit Will I let the sadness win Will I let my demons in Step back from the fucking ledge Take me out with the drugs I abuse instead Same clothes I've been wearing all week Same old routine got me stuck on repeat Can't seem to leave my bed My favorite place is in your hands but they're never there Guess I could use some sleep How come I'm the one who's always trying But nothing ever changes feels like I'm stuck in a fire I should just give up Listen to everyone I know i'm useless should have just quit when I was young Just take my time Im fine I swear it Ive had enough no my feelings Shut them up I dont need to deal with Anything anymore