The fantasy is to believe "The door is open" Messages on a t-shirt The palisades of my life Looking out of the window And it's passing me by Separate a habit from a line and bite down Your thumb inside my mouth again This time it's real and it never ends I just need a reaction But the door is opening now Fantasy is a season Only now can i look The mind, it breaks for a reason That was all it took Simple is the cavernous decay Of the night when we're apart A winter locked inside a car I never left for all that's worth The shock of learning my new spot And it's a shadow on my heart It's a shadow on my heart It's a shadow on my heart