Sports talk shows and a seasonal hell hole Dreams come like echoes Love like a muscle Speaking in tongues as I walk to my mother's Feeling the darkness I've fallen Into a hole I want to be whole You and your silence You suck out all my breath Pleasure and cruelty I have nothing left I don't want to explain How I want things to stay the same God I lost so much time being an enemy of mine If I want to sit down Close my eyes and feel around No advice can be taught I poisoned everything I got I'm a magnet, I'm a friend Pleasures open up again Every option is spent And pleasure never comes again (Do you know why you care for life?)