I felt the colors of the death that I held in me I thought of you and knew that I had to die to help you All of the healing and recovery gone, not real The future disappeared and I couldn't breathe, kill me please I was a rotten contagious thing leeching out your life Necrotic, blackened, decaying, drawn out by your kindness You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me I was a puncture wound in your perfect world I was everything that ever caused you hurt I was a rotten contagious thing leeching out your life Necrotic, blackened, decaying, drawn out by your kindness I was a sickness that couldn't die though i needed to Immortal hollow abyss of festering malady You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me You shouldn't love me But here we are