The lull before the uproar I can feel stares from a mile away Impressive survival as perfect prey I don't need sympathies, i don't need your praise You don't have a fucking clue, this shit's innate Guess it shows character at the very least Tremendous offbeat piece of meat Spellbinding, alluring, intrinsically Poster child of silent intensity Plagued by premonitions By the gift of vision Added indecision No cure for the human condition Still on this earth with a pass from god Built in their image, fatally flawed World says give up but i scrape along At the very least i'll play the swan Play dead for fun Strategically withdrawn At odds with a longing for closeness, i'm lost Impeccably preserved Yet never reassured Pining away, i will never be pure The cries resound Shake the ground Breaks in the armor send me up into the clouds I'd rather lose it all Please break down these walls They're caving in and i need someone to save me When they fall Jagged breaths i'm Starved of oxygen Swimming against this Stream of consciousness