Festering
Make known the names of
Deviances so
Pushed aside by unwilling tides
Sunshine as kryptonite
Surrendering
Come to terms with a chasm deepening
Is the fight still in me? I've been matched
With a face i can't see
Momentarily alive
I wanted to apologize
For what I've done or what i haven't
It's hard to decide
Momentarily alive
Is the grass greener on the other side? I catch glimpses
From days i can manage to jump high to peek
And somehow i'm colorblind
Petulant
Trivial attachments to arrogance
Cognitive dissonance at its best
Grown so damn tired of games and tests
Why can't i rest
Perpetually collapsing
I can't let this happen
In trying to take hold
I loosen my grasping
Self-saboteur
The demons are laughing
The echoes alone form the
Ambience, transience
Oh, clarity
Hold me for a moment
I just want to see
The suffering and grief
Mourning's quite
A sight for sorry eyes
Momentarily alive
I wanted to apologize
For what i've done or what i haven't
It's hard to decide
Momentarily alive
Is the grass greener on the other side? I catch glimpses
From days i can manage to jump high to peek
And somehow i'm colorblind
Seize all the moments you can
The heart wants the good ones to last
Generous tenderness heals
Pay no mind to what love conceals
I refuse to let go
Ask me what for
I am begging for more
I'll continue to walk on the sores
The aches
The breaks
Just for a glimpse of the door
So don't
Have the nerve
To ask me what for