Lost in suspicion Mangled cognition You look and— See exactly— What did? you find? I must be blind Embarrassed? defined? A shame that— Binds What i'd give to Get through to you Decay in dismay Shame to see the right way You look and— See exactly— What would? you find? I must be blind By admission? defied? A shame that binds Comfort in Reckoning Colloquy Obsolete Silencing, just and clean Infested, obsessed At rest, at best Childhood lies and fantasies Again for the first time Bittersweet Childhood lies and memories Again for the first time Bittersweet