I know that I remember lying But I don't remember why Run your hands under my shirt Feel you slow down on my thighs If there's any blood left in my body I'll fucking starve it out me You said its all just for attention I said I dont feel empathy How much concealer does it take to live a lie Why am I apathetic to the other side Tear apart the styro let the life flow down into the drain Maybe I can learn to love you With ice cubes and rubber bands You'll call this poetry on my grave But melodrama in my hands Look at my arms before my face Tell me how beautiful I am A worthless act of altruism Something I'll never understand What makes it worth coming back every fucking time Do it with patience drawing straight parallel lines If I tried harder you'd never have to hear me lie again