You were in love with your desecration Immortalized you as a freak Raped your soul with defamation Killed the angel you might be I want to let my soul be free But I'm empty And thats the last thing I'll ever be Last night I dreamt of you A week before the day In this tiresome reality I dont belong You never noticed my shotgun in the corner of the room And all I felt was bliss That seven days from now I would no longer owe anything to this world I've made it an hour into the day I still don't understand why do i have to stay Dissolved girl in the sun And I'm never going home I want to spend eternity with you