There I was 12 old
Middle school hell yo
I'd have stayed there all day and all night if it meant missing out on
When you came home lit
Eyes tomato red
Let the symphony of angry words begin
Screaming getting kind of louder than usual
So, I sneak on over to the stairwell
Creep back heartbeat like a heart attack
Don't let him hear you
Here he come
Oh, boom bat
Should I stay or should I run
Nowhere to go
Six people in a two-bedroom oh
There he go
Over to the dresser drawer
I wonder to myself What
What's he need socks for
He turn around that's not a sock
That's a Glock right
Wonder what other kids do at home at night
Wonder what other kids do
No, I'm
Not scared of a wrecking ball
So yeah
Go on and bring it on
I'll stand
Back up again
And thank God for it
This apocalypse
Cuz to make
The wall the strongest
It takes
Some of the hardest
Bricks
And you were one of them
So, I thank God for it
This apocalypse
He walks over to the bed
Me and my brother on
Stay still like we're dead
Bear Grylls on him
But it doesn't
Work never does, does it
Back then he wasn't
Can't make sense of it here
He just stares
Looks us in the eye
Says are you scared
Wanna say yes but there's no air
Vocal cords paralyzed with fear and I
Wonder what it's gonna feel like
If it's gonna feel like that one time
I put my hands in the dish water
And hit that knife
But then just like
That turns right back, back, back
Back toward her
With that gun
Run to the phone
Dial 911
Put it to my ear
Someone else is on
Hurry up ma
Here he come
Hang it up
Aw come on
Please don't let him kill my mom
Breathe out once
Wait for the gun
Whoop, whoop
Thank God here they come
No, I'm
Not scared of a wrecking ball
So yeah
Go on and bring it on
I'll stand
Back up again
And thank God for it
This apocalypse
Cuz to make
The wall the strongest
It takes
Some of the hardest
Bricks
And you were one of them
So, I thank God for it
This apocalypse
Fast forward
Another night another height
Title fight
Evander and Mike
And it's like it might never end
11th round and I hear the backdoor slam uh
Hurry up kids
You got one bag two minutes
So, I get what I can and I throw it in the van
Yeah, it's funny what's important to you when you're a kid
Then just then uh
Here he come across the lawn Uh
Blacked out beast mode gone
She hit the pedal and start to gun
Then he jumps on it
Hood ornament
Pounds on the glass with a fist
Hulk smash it
Screamin at us like this
Need an exorcist
Next, he rips the wipers right off of it
Sat shotgun for this
Got a Heavenly Father
He's better than you
Does everything that you'll never do
Loves me leads me sees me frees me
Builds me up
Will never leave me
Never make me feel like I was nothin
Like I wasn't good enough
Like I didn't deserve your love
Deserve your love
Deserve love
No, I'm
Not scared of a wrecking ball
So yeah
Go on and bring it on
I'll stand
Back up again
And thank God for it
This apocalypse
Cuz to make
The wall the strongest
It takes
Some of the hardest
Bricks
And you were one of them
So, I thank God for it
This apocalypse