TLC Think laugh cry Starlito Even though I haven't seen you lately Want you to know that I appreciate you Wish we were better at communicating Either way your still my motivation I remember you told me to rap about love Because that's the only thing that lasts forever What you give a person that wants for nothing Just know that you can ask for whatever My last or whatever I know it makes you happy to see me doing better But I wrote this song instead of roses when your gone I love you, had to tell you And I still can't quite get passed my past Living too fast Many nights, long talks frustrated and sad Blamin' my dad I'd give everything all the change and the cash Just to change up the crash Just to lighten your load Just like for you to know that I love your soul Grand Momma I remember when you told me it's okay to cry Lost Lil??? and I lost my mind Popped all them pills, thought I wanted to die My darkest times taught me to shine Just talked to my dog he partially blind But his spirit's high and his heart is divine I told him he motivate me Said we grow up and grow ungrateful And I know I be so impatient Good things come to those who wait I ain't believe you so I ain't wait And I almost ain't make it Kinda crazy, I wouldn't blame her if your Momma hates me Chasin' these commas I'm a promise breaker Solve our drama simple conversation Now our problems complicated I'm sorry I promise I'm the personification of guilt, regret Gotta learn not to expect Slowly learning how to accept Still hoping for the best, it ain't over yet Real rap I might have shed a tear in 2000 writing this song But ain't no shame in my pain Might have just not have been this Either way it had to come out one or another