Someone take the pulse of my heart; is it beating? 'Cause i'm afraid it's rarely been used and i've been confused and hungry I've been thinking about the way you said things could be if i Drop my disguise, uncover my eyes, and see you love And fiercely clutching me is a life i've tried to flee But i'm still at home, i'm still alone 'Cause i've embraced myself And now fiercely after you I'll trembling ask of you Destroy all that i've held until all i have to hold is you I'm handing you the rest of my heart for your shaping But still i'm afraid of what it'll take for my hands to break forever I've been thinking about the way you said things could be if i Drop my disguise, uncover my eyes and see you love And fiercely clutching me is a life i've tried to flee But i'm still at home, i'm still alone 'Cause i've embraced myself And now fiercely after you I'll trembling ask of you Destroy all that i've held until all i have to hold is you I've been thinking about the way you said things could be if i Drop my disguise, uncover my eyes and see you love I took the rations of the surface I'm not satisfied Drag me deep enough to taste Starving inside I'm starving inside Starving inside I'm starving inside And fiercely clutching me is a life i've tried to flee But i'm still at home, i'm still alone 'Cause i've embraced myself And now fiercely after you I'll trembling ask of you Destroy all that i've held until all i have to hold is you Still i'm afraid