The other day, I played around with
The idea of cutting my veins
To paint you a picture of
The girl you drove away
Your family never liked me
Talk about I'm not in your league
I can smell the misogyny
Cause they say
Jonny's so smart and Jonny's so cute
Jonny dates girls prettier than you
But Jonny's bandaid won't
Heal the wounds
Created by boys who
Lie and cry and beg me
Don't go outside don't drink don't eat
Don't show your skin
He owns your skin
Think about it just think about it
Lie and cry and beg me
Lie and cry and
Lie and cry and
I didn't wanna run away
But you left me no choice
I didn't run far cause you
Slashed the tires of my car
But I know you'll never
Win this race
Little girls, play around with
The idea of pushing their plate
Boys like girls who can lose a
Bit of weight
A factory for male serenity
We're never free to love our bodies
We just feel created for boys who
Lie and cry and beg me
Don't go outside don't drink don't eat
Don't show your skin
He owns your skin
Think about it just think about it
Lie and cry and beg me
Lie and cry and
Lie and cry and
I didn't wanna run away
But you left me no choice
I didn't run far cause you
Slashed the tires of my car
But I know you'll never
Win this race
I feel dumb and so numb
I can't think straight
I'll just leave, but I can't leave
Gaslit into this state
But I'll be okay, okay
I didn't wanna run away
But you left me no choice
You may have stopped me
In my tracks
But now you're in my way
Jonny's so smart and Jonny's so cute
Jonny steals hearts to
Frame and shoot
I make it out on the other side
To find that I survived