Calm now
So you don't see it on the surface
How I've been dreaming about purpose
Cause I can't find mine
Darkness lives in my blood now
It says it wants to crawl out
But I don't want to go down like this
But patience started feeling like complacency
Then started feeling like my destiny
My head doesn't like me
My brain always fights me
My body is still a jar
I'm my worst enemy
My reflection's dead to me
Can't stomach seeing what I've become
So I won't
So I won't
So I won't
I'll keep my eyes closed
I'm on the edge but everyone's counting on me
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
I'm making ground but it's shaking under my feet
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
I'm standing in the foreground
Wishing there was nothing to see
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
What do I have to do to get me back to me?
Just don't keep your eyes closed
(Listen)
(Listen)
You can't keep your eyes closed
(Come back and listen)
(Listen)
Just don't keep your eyes closed
I'm gone now
But I'm just coasting on the come down
See, I've been practicing out loud saying
"I don't want to live like this"
I've been waiting
To outlive my expectations
But when I think back I know that I already did
I won't be my downfall
I'll show up for the call
Make good on the promise that I'll stay
I will accept my limits
And pull back when I hit them
But when I break
When I break
When I break
When I break
I'll keep my eyes closed
I'm on the edge but everyone's counting on me
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
I'm making ground but it's shaking under my feet
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
I'm standing in the foreground
Wishing there was nothing to see
(I'll keep my eyes closed)
What do I have to do to get me back to me?
Just don't keep your eyes closed
(Listen)
(Listen)
You can't keep your eyes closed
(Come back and listen)
(Listen)
Just don't keep your eyes closed
I'll come back
What's missing?
You're missing it
Get back
What's missing
You're missing it
You're missing it