I know that you wanted this to last
Believe me though I wanted it too
Maybe we were moving way too fast
Or maybe I just cut it too soon
Last thing I wanted to do was hurt you
But even good people break hearts
Presumptuous of me to say I'm "good" I know
But I tried my best from the start
Thank you for this chapter that you gave me
Won't forget the Colombian lady
And all the Spanish music she'd play me
But now she hates me
It's amazing
How a stranger turns into a craving
But it's so unfair to keep you waiting
On me 'til I feel an indication
Of affirmation
Oh you deserve to be
With someone who only brings you peace
Someone who would work to meet your needs
And who you could trust with your body
And you deserve to see
What it really means to fall in deep
All the ways that love's supposed to be
And I'm so sorry
I really wished it could be me
You could hate me
Hell I'd understand you for that
Wanted to treat you well
In the end I still fell flat
Don't know if you could tell
I was transparent as glass
With everything I felt
My intent was never bad
Maybe I'm just lost
On a dated map of love
But as I follow it
You're someone that I'm thinking of
Wondering that maybe I didn't wait long enough
To see the potential between us
Thank you for taking such a risk on me
The boy you met at a Halloween party
Chatting next to bottles of Bacardi
And now you haunt me
It's appalling
How after those nights I wasn't all in
But it's so unfair to keep on stalling
While I know damn well you might be falling
I had to call it
'Cause you deserve to be
With someone who only brings you peace
Someone who would work to meet your needs
And who you could trust with your body
And you deserve to see
What it really means to fall in deep
All the ways that love's supposed to be
And I'm so sorry
I really wished it could be me