He was my best friend for the better of three years He cupped it on the bottom when I wanted to go outside I wrote his name on my binder Then I went away to go find her I was programmed to infinity and order And endless counterfeits written inside my tight jeans I only made up time when he broke a promise Which happened all the time for the better of my teen years I saw it once when I turned nineteen And I didn't like how it felt so I closed my eyes and said "Can you believe it's all for this?" I never once would have thought my bloodstream would intercourse And that year I learned how to lie I told him a few cute things about myself And locked the door and told him to never come back in I hate his guts and I want my revenge already Behind every degenerate there's a coward Who lies and says cares but just watches you shower I hit delete every day when you come to my mind I hit delete every day Revenge