Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself But I don't know When I will go How I will do it this time I don't want to wake up again in hospital Mum and dad, I'm sorry But this life just ain't for me I hope you understand When you're holding my lifeless dead hand Mum, dad, it's okay to cry We all knew I was born to die Really can't lie, always wanted to die That's why I always got high I'm always off of my head 'Cause without drugs I'd be dead Or maybe the president But in my heart there's a dent That only drugs can fill I might pop a pill So that my brain can chill I'm always hot like a grill Wonder if I'm in hell Let's get the bill, purr Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-hurr Always pretending to laugh I got this undercover Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself But I don't know When I will go How I will do it this time I don't want to wake up again in hospital Mum and dad, I'm sorry But this life just ain't for me I hope you understand When you're holding my lifeless dead hand Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself But I don't know When I will go How I will do it this time I don't want to wake up again in hospital Mum and dad, I'm sorry But this life just ain't for me I hope you understand When you're holding my lifeless dead hand Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself But I don't know When I will go How I will do it this time I don't want to wake up again in hospital Mum and dad, I'm sorry But this life just ain't for me I hope you understand When you're holding my lifeless dead hand If you're struggling with suicidal thoughts Ehm, don't come to me 'cause I'll be struggling with them too Hahaha No seriously though this is a cry for help Bye!