In the middle of the night
That's when I'm aching
No one see it from my side
But they keep talking
I can see it through their lies
It's a hateful elegy
Wrap me in a silk
And you can suffocate me
Swallow all the pills
And see me double-dose it
All these blinding city lights
Is the last thing I would see
They don't give a fuck
If I can't take the fall
You don't give a fuck
If I washed up at shore, oh
Or I can give you all
But I know you want more
I can give 'em all
But I know they want more
Chain on my wrist, lay on the floor
Gave them my heart, they want my soul
Scars on my wrist, and I'll hide more, yeah
There'll be a party when I'm gone
Chain on my wrist, lay on the floor
Gave them my heart, they want my soul
Scars on my wrist, and I'll hide more, yeah
There'll be a party when I'm gone
And I regret (regret) everything I do
I wanna reset (reset) it's all a déjà vu
I'm better off dead, yeah
I'm better off dead
And all these bullshits
Empty promises that you know
I can never keep it
I will only let you down
Every day, I'm losing
Ruin everything I love
You know I'm a deadbeat
Just a deadbeat
They don't give a fuck
If I can't take the fall
You don't give a fuck
If I washed up at shore, oh
Or I can give you all
But I know you want more
I can give 'em all
But I know they want more
Chain on my wrist, lay on the floor
Gave them my heart, they want my soul
Scars on my wrist, and I'll hide more, yeah
There'll be a party when I'm gone
Chain on my wrist, lay on the floor
Gave them my heart, they want my soul
Scars on my wrist, and I'll hide more, yeah
There'll be a party when I'm gone (there'll be a party when I'm gone)