Wake up inside the Softest part Of my Mouth With blistered fingertips You should beat my face in tonight Or just sleep Instead While I paint a still life Of a stupid boy With his mother And things I can't see That lived and died inside them But still speak to me And every word is true I want you to go when you're done with me Into a safe life That doesn't beg For sleep at night And affection isn't something infected with The lust of your father Your dead friends Or anything Slide your tongue across my eyes to taste How beautiful you are And waste another day of your life in this World that starves for Lonely girls Lonely girls Lonely girls Lonely girls I want you to be hated And I want you To eat yourself And turn your head and smile And let your insides Fall out of your mouth And maybe it will hurt But Never in the place that counts I don't want you blame me but You should