I don't know why I do this every year I should have learned by now that there is no one in this World that I should be with But I want someone To kiss me And hold me And let me taste their skin And tell me funny stories about the Stupid things they did But I'm not smart enough And I'm not handsome enough And I'm not into resting Enough To keep anyone Next to me In the mornings I Wake up first To pretend that life Won't Get in the way But I Know that you are beautiful And there is no reason Why you should stay Because I am so fucking stupid And I am someone who is afraid To be left By myself And I do expect you And I don't blame you And I do expect you To be leaving me On my own Love doesn't exist in me I don't trust Anything but puppets And my secret place This is why I always speak so vaguely And none of my songs ever make Any sense I'm not smart enough And I'm not handsome enough And I'm not interesting enough To keep anyone next to me