My life to see the blank pages I run down the dark river for the wicked Under the eclectic sunrise When i was a child, i didn't know What happy felt like Magical distortions bleed my heart Will you even love me? Reckless questions, floating Heavenly demons hold my hand I did this to myself I have tried to kill every sense Not to think about your breathe, your smile I did this to myself I have tried not to become insane And i ruined it, look at me I did this to myself My life to see the burned pages I run down the chrome river for the wicked Under the electric moonrise When i was a child, i didn't know What happy felt like Magical distortions broke my mind Why do you really hate me? Reckless questions, floating Heavenly demons hold my hand