My heart weight minimum a ton An army's feet pounding on my head Maybe I'll wake up one day to notice That all my life was just a dream And maybe I'll be better of without you You left me here with all my thoughts I'd write a zillion words or walk a million miles I'd sleep on broken glass just not to lose your smiles I travel for you around the world Collecting moments, oh, how absurd To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy Where is that silence you promised me? Why is that distance so close to me? Why is your violence still hurting me? Why are your eyes avoiding me? ♪ Let me say thank you for all that you have given me Thank you for everything you've done Forgive me for saying one last thing I miss you and I hope you hear this song! I travel for you around the world Collecting moments, oh, how absurd To bring you beauty, to bring you joy I wish I'd be a little boy I'm dying for you, can't you see? I'm lying for you to be free! I hunger for you, 'cause I can't taste! I'd vanish for you in defeat!