As soon as I leave This prison you made I can feel again The shape of things The singing of birds The blue in the sky Now I can see How small you are Not knowing why or for who I pushed myself so far The last time I saw your face I was going away Taking with me what you betrayed You stopped me and gave me back the lunch for that day As if that was some kind of comic play The first thing you thought about was all in that sack The last and only thing you gave me back Laughing in tears I drove around and then back home Knowing that for you it was already all gone I tried and I tried Believe me I died So many times. You want me to obey But you never defy Your inner voice denied Now I know what you always knew Your feelings were an illusion All the way through The last time I saw your face I was going away Taking with me what you betrayed You stopped me and gave me back the lunch for that day As if that was some kind of comic play The first thing you thought about was all in that sack The last and only thing you gave me back Laughing in tears I drove around and then back home Knowing that for you it was already all gone