Come and open me up I don't know where I am I don't know where anything is Come and get me The ripping open of me Catapult me crying Incision, inside her, size her up Where's my choice in the matter I want what's mine What the coat's hanging on Anyway you slice it, slice me open I think we got it all wrong Where do you, where do you Where'd you get off You feel alone I know you feel alone With me inside I know you feel alone With me inside of you I only see what I want What I want to see Life is full of little surprises Manageable, catastrophe Once you let go Carried off, carried away Cursed, curtailed You catapult shit like wet autumn leaves You catapult shit like wet autumn leaves The fear alone of being alone, never subsides I know the fear alone of not living what others call lives We only see what we want, what we want to see And you've taken from me Lied to about safety Stolen from safe keeping You don't feel alive You don't feel alive I know you feel alone How far along am I I know the fear alone Existed well before the twinkle in your eyes The world moans with no one to say goodnight Now you're captured in time Stolen from safety Lied to about safe keeping You think this is a lie You know the outcome Before it began You can't stop it now The avalanche, let it fall Bottom of the sea Careen over the edge As far as I can see This is your only life This is your only life