You tell me I look sad today
Is it my hair?
The lack of make-up
I'm not smiling okay
Testing out the waters
Never felt so weak
Swear I need some armbands
Cause I'm in too deep
You tell me I look sad today
Is my mask slippin
I'm just grippin
To the world today
Taken happy pills
But the days still seem dark
How can I trust myself
When my emotions are chemically charged?
I don't feel good
I don't feel fine
I don't feel happy here
But this is where I lie
(This is it? This is my life?)
You tell me to smile
You tell that I've never had it this good
You tell me I shouldn't feel down
That I'm lucky to be alive
You tell me I look sad today
Is it my self?
My lack of boundaries
Ive been trying my best?
Holding all my feelings
Theyve been bottled so deep
Scared I'll be burden
If I let it them all in
You tell me I look sad today
Do not disturb
Is my preferred,
Im booked for crying all day
Taken happy pills
But the days still seem dark
How can I trust myself
When my emotions are chemically charged?
I don't feel good
I don't feel fine
I don't feel happy here
But this is where I lie
(This is it? This is my life?)
You tell me to smile
You tell that I've never had it this good
You tell me I shouldn't feel down
That I'm lucky to be alive
Everything is wasted
I'm just taking space here
My happiness is fading
And nothings working lately