Been too many years i'm still hurting
On my two feet I'm still swerving
Quit them benzos for good now
But still mixing purple stuff in my bourbon
Just trynna work out my purpose
Just wanna be a better person
All these demons that I thought I drowned
Been rising up to the surface
Still slurring the words to my verses
Can't count all the bud that i'm burning
Cant count all the bridges I burned, and I know it's cliché
But this gift really turned to a curse
Sick in the head, someone get me a nurse
All of this stress starts to get on my nerves
Hope for the best; expecting the worse
Don't really sleep much I toss and I turn
Wish all the bro's that we lost would return
Still numbing my pain with pot and the purp'
Proving em right they said that I'm not gonna learn
Stuck in my ways it honestly hurts
Heart turned cold I want 'em to burn
Shoot for the stars I ain't wasting my turn
Shoot for the stars I ain't wasting my turn
What could you say to me
I don't know what's real or what's make believe
Cash up front I don't pay to speak
Place your bets before I raise my fee
Meditate while I the blaze this weed
Write raps in blood I put my pain on beats
Love or hate they're all the same to me
Cant escape the pain and it's plain to see
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
All of this drama think that it stop then the plot thicken
Brain rotten from this cough syrup
Time heals all? well the clocks ticking
I ain't the same I'm a lot different
Stomach churning, muscles hurting
Not trynna glorify shit
I feel like a burden, when will I learn
That this purple just worsen my sitch
I try act like it isn't it certainly is
Spark up a cone then I'm burning a bridge
Excuse is at least I'm not burning the pip
But been literally sipping this shit since a kid
14, Ain't really know what it did
Leaned over once then fell off a bridge
Never listened when they told me too quit
Lean's just Slow in a cup that control how you think
But fuck it all, remain positive
Couple slip ups won't knock me off my feet
Quit the benzos, few months off the shit
Hard act to follow, try and top this shit
Fuck it all, remain positive
Couple slip ups won't knock me off my feet
Quit the benzos, few months off the shit
Hard act to follow, try and top this shit
What could you say to me
I don't know what's real or what's make believe
Cash up front I don't pay to speak
Place your bets before I raise my fee
Meditate while I the blaze this weed
Write raps in blood I put my pain on beats
Love or hate they're all the same to me
Cant escape the pain and it's plain to see
What could you say to me
I don't know what's real or what's make believe
Cash up front I don't pay to speak
Place your bets before I raise my fee
Meditate while I the blaze this weed
Write raps in blood I put my pain on beats
Love or hate they're all the same to me
Cant escape the pain and it's plain to see
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave
Demons still haunting me
I don't wanna live but don't wanna leave