Take this to the face stay disgraced You don't get feedback you don't get a say Can't make amends it is way too late Take your non-apology to your fucking grave I know your heart and it's too depraved I seen your soul it's beyond my grace I know everything I need bout you You don't know the shit that I overcame You don't get a chance to inflict more pain Take several seats and receive some shame Watch your mouth when you speak that name You only have yourself to blame You talk remorse but you ain't really changе Manipulate and deflect away This is thе end of your abusive reign So we gon celebrate this day Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I can't hear you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you I got dirt on me But you got dirt on you too If you think you're bulletproof That means we're coming for you Say I got dirt on me But you got dirt on you too If you think you're bulletproof That means we're coming for you The truth will set you free I care how I'm perceived I don't want you to like me up until you hear the tea The truth will set you free I don't want you deceived I wish I knew before I learned but that just wasn't me Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I can't hear you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you from out here Cross that name check that box (I miss you so much) I don't feel you (Eradicate!) I listened close and I took it in I didn't know and I won't again I understand please let me in Tell me how to make amends I can confess I can repent But when can I sleep in peace again I listened close and I took it in I didn't know and I won't again Obsess all day on old friends who hate me New friends telling me they forgave me Jesus said I need embracing The internet said I need erasing Harbour love for those who betrayed me I'm not enough for those I'm placating Fixate on failings merits paling My best friends bailing in my bedroom wailing I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you so much